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(the whole vision) is about being and feeling deeply seen - creating a vessel greater than myself.
Somehow, I’ve always heard what was never said and have seen what was invisible to almost any other eye.
What I’m giving here is what I have been doing my whole life. Not always as consciously and clearly as today, but entirely naturally.
I am convinced that we are all born with a unique force that runs through us - individually different, yet perfectly orchestrated for the collective as a whole.
That we all can feel the pulse, somewhere and somehow. The one telling us where we are right and where we are not.
But I am also convinced that the other part of the coin is the question of giving ourselves permission to follow that pulse.
For years, I myself couldn’t really follow my own pulse and instead tried to do what I thought the world demanded of me. To fit in, to create supposed security - everything according to ‘the plan’.
But somehow it never truly felt right. Until I understood that to allow my own power to create wildly, I first had to actively pull myself out of everything that went against my own force.
And that is possibly the hardest part - deciding against everything you believed, everything you were told, everything you were advised and daring to step into a place where no one tells you how to walk.
There is no pre-chewed path, no ‘one size fits all’, no step-by-step plan. The only guide who knows the truth is you - not your mind, but the quiet knowing that lives deeper than any thought. What the eye cannot see and logic cannot grasp. Where something greater than yourself begins, but is nothing other than yourself.
Vesee was born from the ache of feeling never truly seen and the joy of finally allowing myself to be.
It’s here to be the vessel for people in crises, for crises during creation, and for people in creation (maybe after a crises).
It offers the space you inhabit before clarity arrives, the moment that may seem hopeless at times but is saturated with transformation.
It exists to be the bridge - the last nudge you might need to finally step out.
To begin living your truth, the one that’s always been there, quietly waiting, but never safe enough to breathe out into the world.
The crisis no one ever prepared you for, yet the very crisis that is needed to burn away everything that isn’t true and to clear the space for who you really are.
I know how it feels to sense that you are actually meant for something (else), to feel what truly fulfills you and makes you come alive, yet be almost paralyzed by the chaos of conditioning that keeps you from allowing yourself to believe it’s possible.
But it is possible! To live and to do what makes you feel fulfilled, and to own what you (secretly) dream of is exactly what allows you to live your calling.
Not the path that only brings you money. Not the one that merely soothes your wounded self for a moment. Not the one you choose just because you think it makes you fit in (better).
I know how it feels to have the plan of ‘sacrificing’ yourself now so that later you can finally be free. I also know that it never works. Living for later doesn’t make later any better.
The moment you dare to face yourself - even in the quietest, darkest room inside you - is the moment life suddenly opens into more freedom.
It’s not the supposed security that doesn’t truly exist in the traditional sense. It’s not the endless attempt to please or fight everyone and avoid standing out. It’s not dimming your own light. It’s finally not being afraid to let yourself shine bright without even thinking about who it might blind.
In the wildest chaos lies perfect order, sometimes it’s just hard(er) to see when you’re standing right in the middle of it.
All processes take time, many things require change, some ideas need space, and some thoughts need a safe place to flow.
I want to encourage you to use your unique gift in a way that allows you to live in the way that feels right for you and to you.
To create more of what moves you deeply, and in turn, moves others in truth.